I guess, not to understand yourself is worse than not to understand somebody. It does not only about the pain you feel in your heart but it is about the crucial question which keeps running in your head. I don’t know why I came to this point of my life where in even my own self cannot understand my own thoughts and actions. :’( I just want to escape and save myself from this fckng thing. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!! =’(